oh p.s. i talked to my former best friend today… we hadn’t had a real conversation since i fucked her over 7 months or so ago, and it was really nice to finally get to talk to her. i realized how much i’ve missed her.

letyourdayshine asked - "how do you make the pulling stop?"

i wear a hat.

Hi guys it’s been five days since I’ve pulled. Weeeeeee.

I pulled one hair in the past two days… Improvement.

lol fuck errythang im done.

graffiti in an abandoned mental institution

(Source: mementomori4)

Seriously considering deleting this blog…

I never go on it except for a quick update every now and then.
I never talk to any of you anymore.
It is just pointless. I don’t like blogging about my depression as much because it never really helps.
My trich isn’t terrible… It’s not good, but I’m managing it a decent amount.
I just don’t see the point in keeping it anymore…

So fucking nervous for tomorrow at 11:30 bahhh :/

I have to admit to myself that my goal of not having a bald spot for prom has become extremely unrealistic.

It is significantly smaller… but there is still a few cm of complete baldness… no way in hell that is going to grow all the way in in two months. It has a chance of at least not being bald, but just much shorter than the rest of my hair by then… but that’s assuming I can keep my hands away for the next two months, which is, again, unlikely.

God damn it everything sucks today. 

I haven’t been on here for almost a week and I don’t even have one message…

I wonder if I killed myself how any of you would find out. And if anyone would give a shit. Obviously not.

Bad mood tonight, if you couldn’t tell. This didn’t help. I feel unloved.

pulled so much tonight… fuck.

itsitchynose:

inkblotoftheday:

Saturday Bonus!
I accidentally cut my finger and thought it might make an interesting blot so here it is, Hemoblot #1
Instructions: Tell me what you see.
I know it’s a bit creepy but I think it’s neat so hopefully you will too.
-Enjoy

I see several different butterflies. Bloody butterflies. 

An alligator.

itsitchynose:

inkblotoftheday:

Saturday Bonus!

I accidentally cut my finger and thought it might make an interesting blot so here it is, Hemoblot #1

Instructions: Tell me what you see.

I know it’s a bit creepy but I think it’s neat so hopefully you will too.

-Enjoy

I see several different butterflies. Bloody butterflies. 

An alligator.